I so wrote this!

The ones we hold so close,
We push so far away,
From fear they just wont stay,
From fear they will push us away,
But then you come across one person,
You grab their hand, you don't let go,
For if you do, they might slip away,
And every moment spent,
You spend hoping it will never end,
But the next moment is better than last,

Sometimes things keep you apart,
An ocean of lies?
A web of deceit?
They ask "where were you?"
And you cannot reply,
For you know,
Those arms coiled around you,
Are not yours to keep,

So everyday I thank the Lord,
That I found you,
I can let you go,
You can push me away,
For I love you ($1=$1+1)

Christmas

Christmas is a strange time of year... Sure it all makes perfect sense but the presents are so hard...

Even harder this year since it's the first christmas I've had a girlfriend... I mean what do you get someone who you love so much that nothing can truely show how much...

I just wish I didn't have such a limit on my budget so I could buy her the whole earth and be a fraction closer to showing my love.


I miss Becky... We havn't spent much time together this month because of Christmas and stuff.

Anyway I'm off to write more Christmas cards.

...

I love him so much sometimes i get butterflies.
I now know what it means when gillian says: "Love is like when you spin round and round with your arms stretched out when your younger" in practical magic.

This boy is owned people =]

Today.

Ok so apart from lunch today has been awful.
I spent first lesson entirely depressed and heart broken, i encounted the worst moment that i had encountered since my happiness began and i had german where i think i had heart failure. I also did my back in real bad during pe.
Today has been the first day i have been unhapppy for any period of time since sunday before last. And i am ok now but my brain is just a bit frazzled.
Lunch however was great.
I bummed in Ellies form room for a bit and then went to stevens form room where i picked up a Felix and My steven, then we picked up a Jenna. I already had an emma because she is amazing. We bummed around all lunch and i felt kinda alot better.
I hope i dont have any near "heart broken into unrepairale pieces" moments tomorrow. I also hope Chris is still upset about making me feel like that.
I am going to get steven to read this so he will read this last bit which is telling him to BLOG MORE!!!!!

becky and steven say: hah we hate blog titles

So today there was a geography field trip whihc my scummy bf steven decided he would go on. Well it technically wasnt his fault but we blame him anyway =P So i was a loner...=[
I also sat on a bench originally by myself but then joined by anoth loner...yay
Then my dear steven tried to creep up onme but gay jonold decided to proil it =[
humph
After lenghtly reunion we digressed but i didnt get very far when i was ambushed by a felix telling me to meet izzye...i was like yaay! So i met the izzye of doom..previous arch enemy now new friend of mine =]
After we finally moved away from that ness i went home
this bits boring... dentist woot

Anyway now i am at stevens! double joy allegedly writing a blog together but he has other thoughts and so hasnt helped.
So its just me posting on his account
woop
He sucks
yay
Nah hes ok...
ok ok i admit he is quite awesome!

blah blah i ahte these things

Yes i agree...
I mean the teasing is annoying...especially if they think that you are kissing felix -.-
mega lolz.
You never realise how crap school is until you get yourself a bf who you wish to kiss lots, i mean you have teachers who are a major problem. Then you have to find somewhere to kiss which is a problem in itself.
Damn.
Then who can forget the friends. I mean WTF is there bloody problem!
Geez...tbh its not like they don't do it.
Grrr
Hehe

Teachers

Teachers are a problem when you are kissing... they can be either be:

Not very nice and tell you off imediately for kissing. We got told off for kissing in the library... I mean why???? Its not disturbing anyone...

or

Nice but decide that they are going to tease you for the rest of your life about it. Really REALLY annoying! But they do tend to be more entertaining lessons because of it...

Erm ness...

My steven gave me the universe =]
If i was as good as him at conquring things i would give him the universe too!
But i suck at it...so i didn't.
Lolage...we got awwed by explorer peoples...i personally found it amusing.

XXX

Update

I have now successfully taken over the universe and given it to becky. You are now under her control...

Next target: a parallel universe! :D

My emma :D

I want to say how great my emma is!
I love her to pieces =]
She is the greatest mate in the universe...all of them. The paralel ones.
tehe
LET THE BODIES HIT THE FLOOR!
We have so many great memories and personal jokes its hard to keep up ourselves. G strings :P
I wouldn't swap her for the universe...
I bum her to oblivion.
She is MINE all flipping MINE!

Sheep...

*prod*
my steven to post
I bet he can't link sheep and spaghetti bolognase.

=]

Pocket sized steven.

Doesn't that just make you want to keep him!
Well hands off...HES MINE!
I love him too, He makes me happy, and if you know me, then you will know thats hard.
Ive decided to rant about him. Even though he does love games more than me (hehe) i love his ways.
When he gets so serious about age of empires as if its real...how he cheats majorly on sims just to kiss me (hah dont say it isnt true! :P)
I love the fact he has crap music taste and the fact he is mean to everyone (don't ask)
Ratatouille...need i say more?
He smells so good and i could huggle him forever!

And a day :)
Our past is amusing, if not slightly crazy but who cares?
I have a few last words:
Mints
Dancing
Risotto
Doors

And that he is a very handy guy

XXXXX

Music

My music is far better than the awesomeness of my girlfriend's... just her music taste that isn't awesome! I prefer stuff like Trivium, Killswtich Engage, Machine Head, Satyricon, Hatebreed, Nightwish, etc.

Anyway. I am now going to ramble on about how much I love Becky. Which is a lot. Cos she is awesome. Very, very, very awesome! And sexy. Very sexy. Can't forget sexy. Especially when she's tired. :D It may sound weird but I'm not the type to give a damn. And I love her. And I am going to take over the universe and give it to her. Cos she promised not to break it. :D And she just generally rules.

My MUSIC :D

I don't think anyoe will care if they don't know our music taste...
I listen to good shit : )
Nightwish, My chemical romance, Bowling for soup, Avril lavigne, Mcfly, Blink 182.
I love "Follow me" by uncle Kacker : )
I like random movie songs...liek the one from practical magic! :) (where she runs and jumps on him)


Erm not sure how else to say what i like...
Oh "moment" by Aiden rocks my world :)

Hellogoodbye are fabulous too!!!

I hate post titles...

Pah
(...he does love games more than me)

He may love a disc more than me but i don't care because he is muchly fabulous =]
He achieves the great thing of making me happy, which is hard because many hundreds of things make me sad.

I love him muchly.
XXX

Similar to what Becky said

Hey.

Basically the same as what Becky said but I get to say stuff about her :D

She is awesome! Seriously mega awesome. Which leads me to wonder why someone so awesome would go out with me... I mean I'm a gamer. I live my life for games. Now its for her as well. But theres always something else. It may be less important than her but most people hate having to share. She kept trying to wind me up saying that I love games more than her WHICH I DON'T! But she knows it.

Anyway

Cya!

Love you Becky! XX

Hah i rule...

Not much has changed since that last post apart fromt he fact that were now going out
=]
And we are now posting it on the internet for the world to see cos we are awesome!

=]

Rawr!
I am more random than him...i dont care what he says! OR that stupid poll.
This blog is dedicated to my fellow blogger!
I was at his house all day.
Everyone thinks were going out.
But i don't care.
New phrase of the day/week/month is ily
=I Love You
His name is Max cos i love that name:)
Max is coolies
He loves me secondly and the person he loves firstly doesnt exist in my mind ((tehe))
I am not hyper but feel liek it...that doesn't make sense does it... humph.
Tis all for now
yay
I like to cause trouble and trash his room =] =] =] =]

Scariest dream ever!

Right no-one has said anything here for a while.
So...
The other day i had one of the more disturbing dreams to date.
Serious.
I dreamt that my dear friend madXgamer was my brother! Now this may seem kidn of normal...but it is not! It was the weirdest dream ever! First of all it creeped me out as i was quite happy to live with him and secondly it was lsightly annoying due to the fact that we werent killing each other. Now i get told all the time that i am gonna marry him (I AM NOT!) and i always say even if we did we woul dkill each other within minutes. And we werent. We were getting on like a house on fire! Then the weirdness continues, we werent actually brother and sister. We were just mates but living together. Which leads me to wonder why i was having this dream i mean why?!?!?!?!?! Why would i DREAM that i was living with him. And the obvious solution is not the answer! I dont want to, at all. full stop. Yeah hes my mate we get on but live with him? NOOO!
Answers!
*meltdown!!!*

Cheating???...

Hang on are you cheating?
I am back from holiday!
mwahaha
I shall be writing up my journal to my blog...it goes a bit vague on the second day but there wasnt any time to write it...

So all you watch out for I, the founder and queen of Normandy,(not the one in france but the one 3rd star to the right and straight on just past morning) is back.
FEAR ME!!!

She's right

I did lie!! :P I actually don't have rabbits!! :D Just fish and cats!!! Bad combination...

YAY

I have one more vote than you! And i didnt vote for myself nah nah nah nah nah nah!

BOYS LIE!!!

ok, so maybe he has you convinced but erm...he donesnt have a rabbit!
AND more imporatntly thn that he has cats. And he didnt mention them. Anyone who forgets their cats should surely not be voted for!
And no voting for yourself more than once!
HE ALSO CHEATED ok now i know that was shocking but he once cheated...tehe i will never let that go =D

I also have arbbits...and a dog...i also have an obsession with guinea pigs!
I am also way more uncool than he is ;)
(uncool=good
cool=chav=bad!)

Vote For Me

Vote for me!!! I have fish. And rabbits. They like me. So they'd vote for me. Do you like fish and rabbits? If yes then VOTE FOR ME!!!!

I am more random...hello i came up for the name of this blog!

Right!
I only have 27 days to his 34 and so have one blog and no way or consiring agaisnt him.
Believe me i am waay more random, he will tell you otherwise but remember...BOYS LIE! a i have a coolbuddy.com picture that says so =D
My randomness could out do his randomness anyday of the week...so remember if you have been influenced by his underhand tactics then dont be!
I am very un-cool (cool id chav) ((unless its someone else calling me cool who is unaware of this fact))
I like fisher price songs & curious geroge (((the movie)))

VOTE FOR ME BEING MORE RANDOM YAAAY

He thinks he is random...

He thinks he is random...I am waay more random =D
In fact im so random i practically re-invented the word!
I also welcome you to the world of the randoms...
Have fun XD

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