I so wrote this!

The ones we hold so close,
We push so far away,
From fear they just wont stay,
From fear they will push us away,
But then you come across one person,
You grab their hand, you don't let go,
For if you do, they might slip away,
And every moment spent,
You spend hoping it will never end,
But the next moment is better than last,

Sometimes things keep you apart,
An ocean of lies?
A web of deceit?
They ask "where were you?"
And you cannot reply,
For you know,
Those arms coiled around you,
Are not yours to keep,

So everyday I thank the Lord,
That I found you,
I can let you go,
You can push me away,
For I love you ($1=$1+1)

Christmas

Christmas is a strange time of year... Sure it all makes perfect sense but the presents are so hard...

Even harder this year since it's the first christmas I've had a girlfriend... I mean what do you get someone who you love so much that nothing can truely show how much...

I just wish I didn't have such a limit on my budget so I could buy her the whole earth and be a fraction closer to showing my love.


I miss Becky... We havn't spent much time together this month because of Christmas and stuff.

Anyway I'm off to write more Christmas cards.