I so wrote this!

The ones we hold so close,
We push so far away,
From fear they just wont stay,
From fear they will push us away,
But then you come across one person,
You grab their hand, you don't let go,
For if you do, they might slip away,
And every moment spent,
You spend hoping it will never end,
But the next moment is better than last,

Sometimes things keep you apart,
An ocean of lies?
A web of deceit?
They ask "where were you?"
And you cannot reply,
For you know,
Those arms coiled around you,
Are not yours to keep,

So everyday I thank the Lord,
That I found you,
I can let you go,
You can push me away,
For I love you ($1=$1+1)